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[27 Nov 2004|12:29pm] |
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My mom's a drug dealer, my dad died of a heroin overdose and my brother was a crip. I was born to lose. See you all on the other side.
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| Trust No One |
[09 Oct 2004|12:38pm] |
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Soulfly-NO |
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NO
No Judge me no
No Fuck around
No Trust no one
No Criticize
No Fake smiles
No Sympathize
No Enemies
No Redneck shit
No Bullshit
No Slaveship
No Muthafucking Hootie & The Blowfish
No Radio songs
No Bow to none
No Follow none
No Politricks...
No Judge me no
No Fuck around
No Trust no one
No Criticize
No Fake smiles
No Bow to none
No Follow none
No Redneck shit
No!
No Worship
No Bullshit
No Muthafucking Hootie & The Blowfish
No Fuck around
No Trust no one
No Enemies
No Redneck shit
And on that note, FUCK this journal. An online journal? Christ, I feel like such a tool. I'll just write my thoughts in a notebook, like a normal person. Hah. Bye everyone.
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| Wrathchild |
[09 Oct 2004|09:12am] |
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Uplifted |
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Iron Maiden-Wrathchild |
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There's nothing like waking up to Iron Maiden on your T.V. Today HAS to be a good day.
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| Post-Case |
[07 Oct 2004|08:51pm] |
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Buzzed :-) |
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Yngwie Malmsteen-As Above, So Below |
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Well, it seems now that I'm not taking Embalming this year, first semester is getting nothing but fresh cases (4-6 weeks old) and 3 of them so far have been autopsied cases. Lucky bastards. We were lucky to get a body less than 3 months old. They still have no clue what an old body smells like. Their loss I suppose :-). Well, life is boring and monotonous, as always; so I think I'll get back to it.
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| Grow the Fuck Up. |
[23 Sep 2004|05:49pm] |
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Sepultura-Territory |
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Alright kids, we're out of high school, remember? Quit with the drama, and all of the bullshit. How about we get out of our dream world, and back into reality? Life isn't a fucking faery tale. Ever think that drama doesn't follow you, but you're the one who brings it? We're not children anymore, okay? Get out of fantasy land, and realize that you're an adult now. Act like one. We've all gotta grow up sometime. And if you can't accept this, you're even dumber than I could ever imagine.
I'm sick of all of this bullshit. Quit being so fake, or just quit being.
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| Classic |
[19 Sep 2004|04:41pm] |
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Sepultura-Chaos B.C. |
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"I wanna shoot you so bad, my dick is hard."
It doesn't get any more bad ass than that.
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| More Pointless Nonesense |
[19 Sep 2004|12:38pm] |
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Sepultura-Refuse/Resist |
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1: what is your first memory of me:
02: how long have we been friends:
03: tell about one memory we share together:
04: describe me in four adjectives:
05: if we could spend a day together what would we do:
06: name one thing you really don't like about me:
07: name one thing you really do like about me:
08: if you could give me a gift what would it be:
09: have we ever gotten in a fight & about what:
10: have we ever hugged:
11: have we ever danced with each other:
12: have you ever seen me cry:
13: have i ever offended you:
14: what is something embarrassing that i've done:
15: what do i usually look like when you see me:
16: what do i say all the time\whats my catch phrase:
17: do you think we will be friends in 5 years:
18: do you think i am bitchy:
19: has there been anything you wanted to tell me, but didn't:
20: what advice would you give me, in general:
21: when you think of me, what is the first thing that pops into your head?:
22: suggest a band / cd for me to listen to:
23: is there a song that reminds you of me:
24: tell me something I dont know
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[16 Sep 2004|04:47pm] |
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Bored as FUCK |
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Sepultura-Ratamahatta |
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I'm bored as fuck. Someone call me or something. Come over. Entertain me goddamnit. Fuck.
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| The Drink of the Gods |
[15 Sep 2004|07:50pm] |
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Dead Like Me |
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iHowthegodskilli: Mmmmm...I love orange juice
iHowthegodskilli: I think God drinks orange juice
Killnokill: !!!!!! omg, you have to tell me what on earth caused you to say such awesome words.LOL
iHowthegodskilli: I'm drinking orange juice...and it tastes beyond good...so that made me realize what a god-like ambrosia it really is.
iHowthegodskilli: Mmmmm...so full of...orange, juiciness
Killnokill: hahaha
Killnokill: hahahahah
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| Just Some Jerk |
[07 Sep 2004|09:45am] |
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Santa Esmeralda-Don't Let Me Be Misunderstood |
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Oh, yes, that's right. I didn't sacrifice my whole 4-day weekend to stay with you. I don't ditch my friends on a daily basis just to sit with you...no. Not at all. I'm just some jerk who won't stand up for you. Who doesn't do a damn thing for you. That's right, I almost forgot. Sorry about that.
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| Insomnia |
[02 Sep 2004|01:49am] |
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Vintersorg-Till Fjalls |
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I can't sleep. I have an annoying headache, but the medicine I took should be kicking in pretty soon.Plus I'm a little hungry. I should eat some turkey. Mmmmm...tryptophan.
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| Nothing's Gonna Change My World |
[01 Sep 2004|07:20pm] |
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The Misfits-Last Caress |
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Well, I'm back in school, and it's been pretty good so far. I'm a lot more confident this year, and I have a much better outlook on things.
Pete (my brother) left for his mission a couple of months ago. For those of you who don't know, I was raised Mormon, and now I have a genuine Missionary for a brother. Makes me proud in a way. He's at the Missionary Training Center (M.T.C.) right now, which is in Provo, Utah; and he's leaving for
Japan around the 20th. I really miss him, and hope he's doing well.
Other than that, there hasn't really been anything different going on in my life, which is why there haven't been (m)any updates. Small things here and there, but no real changes. Someone needs to come entertain me.
Take care everyone.
My prayers are with you, Pete.
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| My Pride and My Roots I Believe |
[06 Aug 2004|09:06pm] |
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Soulfly-Eye For an Eye |
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"Tribe"
"Zumbi o senhor das guerras
Zumbi o senhor das demandas
Quando Zumbi chega
E Zumbi quem manda"
(Crenóa popular)
(Zumbi, man of war
Zumbi, man of demands
When Zumbi arrives
It's Zumbi that it orders)
Your tribe - Our tribe
Your life - Our life
Your tribe - Our tribe
Your life - Our life
Your tribe - Our tribe
Your life - Our life
Your God - Our God
Your tribe - Our tribe
Tribe
Your tribe - Our tribe
Your God - Our God
Your tribe - Our tribe
Your tribe - my tribe
"Hear the drums... they come from the sea
Bring the tribal spirit on me
Cause my pride and my roots I believe
No, this tribe you can't take it from me"
Apalai Apiaca Arara Botocudo
Goitaka Guarany Yamamadi Ypixuna
Maori Aboriginal Zulu Banshee
Mohican Masai Hopi Panga
Omai Asaro Xingu Buli
Guaikuru Tukano Tupinamba Karo
Kaiapo...
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[02 Aug 2004|02:30pm] |
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Soulfly-Bumba |
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Yeah...Fuck you.
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| Deep and Hard |
[20 Jul 2004|10:51pm] |
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The Mifits-Horror Business |
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Too many things going on in my life right now...way too many.
My brother left a couple of weeks ago for his mission in Japan. I'm really gonna miss him. It sucks; but I'll send him lots of cool stuff whenever I get the chance thanks to the help of Kathy (thank you Kathy!).
Nomi, e-mail me...you know what it should be about :-p
As far as school goes, it's not too bad. I'm taking funeral service counseling and it's pretty fucking boring, but what can you do?
I'm so bored.
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| No Moore |
[27 Jun 2004|01:39pm] |
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Creedence Clearwater Revival-Down on the Corner |
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I'm so sick of hearing about Michael Moore all the fucking time...I hate seeing his fat face all over my TV. Everyone is kissing his ass too. He can take his left-wing propaganda and shove it.
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[20 Jun 2004|11:29am] |
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This song makes my dick hard.
Psycho Man
The midnight hour approaches
The killing chill takes over him
His victims will not know when he appears
The lust of deaths possesion
Will over take his psycho mind
He won't be happy till he smells their fear
(He's the angel of death, angel of death)
Psycho Man, Psycho Man
(He's the angel of death, angel of death)
Looking for a victim wherever he can
Psycho Man, Psycho Man
He's the killer
Addicted to the madness
The taste of death that lives within
He loves it when he takes their final breath
Stalking gives him pleasure
Killing is the final act
He takes no pity with his lust for death
(He's the angel of death, angel of death)
Psycho Man, Psycho Man
(He's the angel of death, angel of death)
Looking for a victim wherever he can
Psycho Man, Psycho Man
He's the killer
Playing in his twilight zone
He knows that he's the best
Creeping through the streets alone
Till he finds his victims next
Killing gives him pleasure
Sleeping gives him pain
The only time he's feeling good
Is when he's killed and killed again
When he's killed again
When he's killed again
When he's killed again
When he's killed again
When he's killed again
When he's killed again
Watch out!
He's the angel of death, angel of death
He's the angel of death, angel of death
Psycho Man, Psycho Man
Looking for a victim wherever he can
Psycho Man, Psycho Man
He's the killer
He's the killer
-Black Sabbath
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| This song is beautiful...and it seems to fit the current mood of my peers. |
[16 Jun 2004|09:26pm] |
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Holy Dragons-Sorry, Mama |
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Sorry, Mama-Holy Dragons
Sorry, Mama
I am leaving,
and my stay has been too long.
Wings of dreams are calling me,
and I can't resist this call.
Walk along the winding road,
I come closer to the sun.
And I hardly see my future,
be with me forevermore.
(Chorus)
I can wait no more,
please believe in me.
I can stay no more,
I will be...
Mother, mother...Await my call...
Sorry, mama,
I am leaving,
and it's been a tear in my heart.
Gotta fight this stabbing feeling,
and it's tearing me apart.
When I sit depressed and lonley,
when my life has gone away.
Mother, you will never leave me,
for my soul you will pray.
(Chorus)
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| This Should Be Interesting |
[07 May 2004|02:05am] |
Jacked from Mike.
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how cool am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
29. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?
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| RAWG |
[07 May 2004|02:01am] |
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Futurama music |
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I just came back from the GWAR show and it kicked major ass. I've got blood from Osama Bin Laden's heart and Oderus' dick all over me. It was awesome.
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